I’ve been pretty hard on myself lately.
Things haven’t gone the way I wanted them to, and sometimes blaming myself is just easier. When I am the only common denominator in a series of disappointing events, It’s easier to beat myself up than to say I don’t know why this happened. It’s easier to blame myself than to try and understand complicated theology about God and spiritual forces and sin nature and what He allows and what just happens because we’re human. Etcetera. [Read more…]